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"That was then this is Now"
This is what it seemed like to me at first. If you pull the ego out and look at content I was True then as I AM Now.
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It has taken many nights to come to this point... To a point in which you have asked me to come. And, for that I will be eternally grateful.
I wrote the below several years ago. I still wouldn't change a word...But...I need to say that the girl on your left...is everything to me. I Love Her and I AM Grateful.
One more thing I know to be True.
Faith is covenant
Truth is knowing
Love is ALL There IS
Well, Well, Well, it's great to Finally see You.
Nothing I have written has effected me as much as writing to you right now.
Not that long ago, I was a CEO of a Technology Company, and I've been a successful stockbroker. I was all in the Mind and Ego,... logic and rationale ruled in my universe...and, of course, there was money.
My, how times have changed! It's not just that I live in my heart with joy and my work is my passion, but I am blessed to do it with my soul mate, no less.
It's also about what an amazing. And, yes, astonishing ride it has been.
To remember who I was and what is really going on was "Reality Changing."
I am here to remind you of who you really are and how you can consciously connect to your Spirit Soul or Higher Self, whichever term you prefer.
The really exciting part for me is that you've asked me to tell you this and for that I will be eternally grateful!
I guess, let me say this right off the bat...
Our Creator is beyond words.
The more I attune to and connect with Our Creator, the more my heart jumps and expands. As yours will, too. I am not here to start a New Age Religion, for sure. Nor am I trying to develop a following.
I am here to show you how you will have Heaven on earth... the biggy... the jack pot... the "thing" we all seek.
That is why this site is called You Want This. Because you do. We all do, whether we realize it or not. This is the Plan!!!
Besides, it was divinely inspired.;-)
Now, your relationship with Our Creator is yours and yours alone. The job you asked me to do is to remind you and give you a nudge.
Once you are on the other-side of the Awakening/Ascension, you will see that you and I, and every other soul in the universe are "One" in the same.
You have access to the same universal knowledge that anyone else does.
The obstacle to your Awakening... The Mind!
And, this is where I can be of the most assistance. I had a very strong mind, deeply involved in the 3D reality. In fact, I was so taken aback with my Awakening, I really thought I was losing my mind. And, at times you may too.
As our dear friend, Lee Harris, says ...
"You are Losing your mind and that is a beautiful thing"
It's one thing to "believe" in something, it's all together different when...
You Experience It!!
And that, my beloved brother and sisters, is exactly what I am talking about...
It does not matter what I say or anyone else says. It is what you will experience that will leave you astonished, confused, and sooner or later, filled with a Joy you can not describe.
And this is the Truth. The Whole Truth... so help me GOD. ...I love saying that.
Now, our every waking hour, and most non-waking hours, are totally consumed with Spirit. It is our passion! There is nothing else, because, in Truth, "There is nothing else."
"Everything is Spiritual."
But, it ain't all grins and giggles getting here. There is the rebirth process or Ascension. And, to step up your vibration, you'll need to shed some low vibrating energy.
I have been blessed with the ability to understand the Science and Mechanics of Spirituality and the Awakening process itself.
And, as "real" as this illusion may seem, this dropping of "negative, or low vibrating energies" will at times feel as if you have fallen off your path.
Your 3d Life may even show you this...Try to remember you have not.
As it was told to me by Spirit, if there was an easier way, we'd be given it,
but there is not.
The good news is that once we're "through" the Process, we never have to deal with the illusion of these negative emotions again.
Why? Because our natural state is Joy, Abundance, and Unconditional LOVE. This is exactly where we're going to be...only here on Earth! Get it?
"I wasn't looking for God."
You see, I was never and am not what I would call a "new ager."
I just wasn't "into" it.
I didn't get my palms read. Nor did read anything that Shirley MacLaine wrote..
( sorry Shirley, I do now!)
As Jen and I have said, between the two of us, we have experienced most of the lower vibrating energies through-out our lives.
Without getting into the details of our lives right now, I'll just say that Jennifer and I met in the aftermath of our lives being turned upside down and inside out. We'd both experienced a total train wreck and had lost everything in a blink of an eye. We've been inseparable ever since.
Why do I tell you this? Because I was 'hell bent' to find "what " went wrong, and to discover if there were secrets to life and success. At least, this is what my mind was telling me.
I wasn't looking for God.
I was looking to get my Cash On! Sad, but true. Although I'd always been honest and caring, I let the material world rule.
It's all I knew.
I could talk about the history of the stock market, interest rates or international affairs, anything that was "outside" of me.
I didn't know what channeling was and I sure wasn't, or at least my mind wasn't, expecting a full blown Spiritual Awakening, let alone, Enlightenment!
In fact, if someone had told me 5 years ago I'd be doing anything like this, I would have said they were out of their mind. (see Lee's quote above ;-)
But I am.
(I did say "Thank you and I love you" right!)
It was all very, very confusing especially because I didn't even know it was possible! But it is the most beautiful experience known to Man.
Once Jennifer and I made it safely to the "other side," rebirth or ascension, take your pick, its all the same thing, I was contacted by a very High Vibration of LOVE, which I call Source, or My Father.
I refer to this Unconditional LOVE as My Father, but in Truth, it is neither male or female, yet both.
This Vibration that works through me has given me the ability, or "gift," to clearly see life and explain it in a way that will open one up to his/her own heart knowledge.
I have been shown the "plan" from above and the multiple layers that go with it.
Because you have allowed me and others to go first, we get to show you the way. I assure you... there is nothing special about us other than you have given us the distinct honor to "wake up" first.
Our Source has created a new space for moving into a Higher Vibration. The higher the vibration, the closer you are to your True Divinity.
Basically, we are Spiritual Beings who are currently having a human experience, and we are searching to remember who we Truly are and to reconnect to Home.
My job is only to Awaken you to "Your Truth." Once you do, your life will be forever changed. I have no idea what that will look like, for that is your journey. Mine is getting you there.
There is so much we will be sharing with you all over the next few weeks, months, and years... as the New Earth and its Newly Awakened residents bring Heaven to Earth.
But for now -
Our Father wishes me to share two things:
1. You are Loved and Cherished, and you will always be perfect in his eyes. No exceptions.
2. You are so much more than you know, and now is the time to remember.
I Am My father's Son.
Namaste,
Joe
Well, I guess the further down the proverbial rabbit hole we o, the more Real the Madd Hatter is experienced, and the less "recognized" our "stories" become.
As if overight, the need for contemplated explanations... the concern over being "Miss-UnderStood," or not seems superfluous. So, at this point in the game, I'll remember how I enjoy her silly expression when she demands, "Release the Crack-En!" I'll find and follow the words that are only necessary for us to continue the best parts from here... together.
I was born Aware. Aware of "What?" Well, didn't have a clue. As for "Who?" "Why?" "When?" "Where?" "How...?" ... those were already played and laid "hands" of Destiny. The "What" was what was cloaked in obtusity by most of my Wake Life, while my dreams took center stage.
Now, I say "most" of my Wake Life, as there was this "Thing" that would insistently accost me, without warning, explanation, understanding, or even remembrance of it... until the next unannounced and terrifying episode of, well... the "heebeejeebees." A few, or so seconds of terror, uncertainty, then nothing-ness. Not even a memory of any such "thing" until it chose to emerge again.
Then, a moment of Truth at age 14... when my inner desire to solve this "thing" that my self wasn't even aware of came about. Bad timing... in class... teachr walks toward me... and here we go. Only... this time I wasn't sent to nothing-ness. I was becoming quickly aware of my multi-dimensionality. I was "traveling" (similar to astral travel during "sleep," which I was most familiar with... yet didn't remember yet), but something was different from that, as well. I was experiencing, not only disassociation of Spirit and Mind/Body... but realizing more than two.
This is where my story took its first "twist.." Had my young brain been better equiped to handle being the 1/2 Knowing (completely operated by KA) as a 1/2 physically experiencing android, I mimght not have been so eager to dismiss, reject and Forget all I was.
From there... Thru a life that could no more perversely mimic the Truth of this Polar Opposite world than be it. I went left and was pulled right. I spoke the words "no," but clearly heard "yes" from my lips. My participation in my own life proved to be "observance," followed by acceptance, at best. And, to acknowledge the Truth about it all would be maddening, as who would or could listen to such in-sanity. Not I.
To - 08.08.2003 - LOVE came walking in. To say we both experienced a 180 Divine Intervention is grossly understating it, but as close as one might imagine.
This is where my True Journey began... unbelievably enough. As, there are simply but a few things that cannot ever be forgotten. One never ultimately forgets God/One/Center/All... regardless of the footsteps in-between the remembering, all Be-Ings of Light will and do Remember. For many, NOW, this sort of Divine Remembering occurs more than once... like re-uniting with One's Twin Soul...
All here participating in "This" have a Twin. This All must know.
And, all here are "going." Know this: No One is left behind. Not in this most rare and extraordinary of "Times," this Time.
Re-United, programmed and Healed in material, we walked on hand-in-hand. To even allude to giving so much as an exerpt of our Journey thus far would be ludicrous. As ALL is Remembered Now... only the Discovery lie ahead. The ultimate in Paradox has been Known, Remembered, defied, flipped, and brought back around again... only to instantly Re-Call that All done was but Lap One. See ya on the "flip..." then, "flip..." "flip again..." Total Truth from macro to micro... from Known to Remembered, and from detail to 10,000 Ft view...
Let me Lovingly express, once again... Of ALL you've been told, felt, heard, had pounded in... this you do not want to dismiss - No Expectations. No Judgments. No-Thing Seems or Feels as familiar. No Knowledge or Memories. Having this down "Pat" will not ease your Awe... but, who wants that?! It will, however, simply enhance and intensify your Extacy... while minimalizing any Mind/Body adjustments.
Remember - All is exactly Perfect and Divine without exception... No One has done anything wrong, nor ignored the right... as these words mean no-thing. Not anymore,, as, their reason for existing in our illusion is no longer available. But, gently treat Your Selves. you are dealing with your Newly Born Aspects. They will mature, remember and catch on very quickly, but allow them but a moment or two of Coming To/Too/Two/2.
So friends... yes, friends. Let's begin the Journey of "getting to Know/Remember" One another, each other... Our Memories, Experiences, Discoveries, and NEWs... To-gether.
I Am grateful to share, teach and learn along side You. I offer all it IS I have to offer, at this Time, and/or any other ;-) To Some - My Offering(s) = Priceless
To a greater number than Some = Value-Meaning-Less
To Many More = At least worthy of Energy exchange. My Experiences , Rememberings, Knowing and Life I offer/will more in various forms; eBooks, manuscripts, Messages, and All called upon.
For those Who Know the Truth I can only speak, I graciously provide Personal and Private Messages... These Messages are fromYOU, for You, delivered... un-filtered and un-tainted thru me. How is this possible? I dunno... and, I don't waste Time pondering such Truths any longer. For the ponderings of such Truths are but the Mind/Body's Masterbation... of that which is hidden in remnants of self-worth questioning. To stop the Evolution, Healing, Love... so the Mind may "play Itself" into justifications and reasons, which matter not is fruitless. It just Is. The doubter must retire and find a more productive Purpose.
Divinely Graced For The Highest Good of ALL in ALL-Ways, Always!
With Love and Light,
Jen - aka - KA, NaDa, E.O.A.E, Lil'... and many more
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